Why?

I dont really know love

I didnt know it would come to me like this

My heart doesnt act like it wants to in front of my love

If I knew I was going to be like this,

I wouldn't have started in the first place

Like a fool, I am regretting this late

I wished that you wouldnt be my love

I wished that it wouldnt be you

You deceited me, telling me that its not love

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate

Because painful wounds will be left on me

But even when I know this, I am still greedy

It keeps getting me sad

I thought that it was a wrong start

I thought so easily

I believed that I could always call you

What should I do?

Where did it go wrong?

I need to avoid this love

I wished that you wouldnt be my love

I wished that it wouldnt be you

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate

Because painful wounds will be left on me

But even when I know this, I am still greedy

It keeps getting me sad

Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything

I can't contain myself anymore

The fact that I have to erase you

Today again,

It makes it even more hard..

Demi Lovato - Believe In Me

I'm losing myself tryin' to compete
With everyone else instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down, not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through

And I cannot be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me

Me, behind the song:

have you felt becoming other person instead of being yourself?? I've felt it already. it felt so unpleasant. felt like I don't know where I was, what I was doing, why I did this. even I didn't get what I want at the time. I had no purpose in my live, and off course I didn't know who I was. that was so sick! I was so jealous with my friends. they did something important and meaningful. they were needed by other people. and me, I just felt that I was useless, alone, and sincere-less. I knew that it was really wrong and listened to this song made me realize that I had to believe in me, cause everyone's perfect in their usual way...Just be yourself cause life is too short to be somebody else...

Jessie J - Who You Are

I stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf...
"no, no, no, no..."

To lose it all in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less is working yeah yeah yeah
'Cause everything aside me screams, "no, no, no, no..."

To lose it all in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes?, he goes, fake shows
Like "wow", just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile...
That's my own! (that is my own) "no, no, no, no..."

Me, behind the song:

I knew this song when I watched Step Up 3D movie. Jessie J has very beautiful voice! first time I heard her singing in this song, I thought that she was an Afro-American, cause I've heard this kind of voice before, and they are Afro-American. Rather strange actually imaging her singing with such kind of voice, but all in all, her voice is so powerful and amazing!

well, I am not getting bored listening to this song, can't you see the meaning of the lyrics?? it's not about love at all! I found myself on this song when I felt losing myself, I started to compare people around me to myself. I tried to do the best just like they did, but actually, I found myself became others, I lost myself. Listening to this song makes me believing in myself that I can do the best without seeing other ability. Just be true to who you are....

Demi Lovato - It's Not Too Late

Here am I am, feels like the walls are closing in
Once again, it’s time to face it and be strong
I wanna do the right thing now
I know it’s up to me somehow
I’ve lost my way

If I could take it all back I would now
I never mean to let you all down
And now I’ve go to try to turn it all around
And figure out how to fix this
I know there’s a way, so I promise
I’m gonna clean up the mess I made
Maybe it’s not too late
Maybe it’s not too late

So I’ll take a stand even though it’s complicated
If I can I wanna change the way I made it
I wanna do the right thing now
I know it’s up to me somehow
I’ll find my way
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I never mean to let you all down
And now I’ve go to try to turn it all around
And figure out how to fix this
I know there’s a way, so I promise
I’m gonna clean up the mess I made
Maybe it’s not too late
Maybe it’s not too late

Me, behind the song:

this song has deeply meaning, especially for myself. it accompanied me when I was sad and need something to solve my problem. yeah, I ever made a mistake to someone. I'd lost my mind at the time. I was really angry at the person. cause I couldn't control my emotion yesterday, I did something that make the person very angry at my statement. the person was really sorry for what I'd done. I didn't know what to do, we were silence and not having communication for a while. But, finally, it was over and we became fine again till now...