I am Crying and very Happy

it's been long time I didn't cry in front of my friends. but today...It happened again, not in front of my friends,but in front of a police. long story friends.....

well, today, I still hoped I could go home with mb Fefri. before it, I went to Campus first to arrange proposal after I cleaned up the home. actually, I didn't has any interest to go to campus, I was scared seeing them together cause I knew it will make me hurt. so, although I saw them, I tried to not to face to face with them. and alhamdulillah...He gave me chance to focus on the proposal first before I was going to be crying over.

it was tearful enough when my lecture rather minded of my plan to go home today whereas my paper wasn't finished yet and needed to be corrected first. I thought so it is not polite enough to ask her to give correction and direction via e-mail,call,chat,whatever the media used to communicate in the long distance. so, though it's hard for me, I've decided to stay here for a while and I sent mba Fefri message that I couldn't go home with her right now, in fact, I sent her a message before, that I could go home now....hmm...so sorry...

I couldn't do anything at the time. I was confused, even I didn't know whether I smile or I cry. so stressed. after the direction was ended and asked Mr. Abbas' signature, I went back to Annida directly. I just wanted to see mba Fefri first before she went back to Pemalang by bus. seeing my friend could go to see her family, I became jealous and sad. I was a little bit crying witnessed by Angga in the terrace. I didn't care what he said...

I told to Angga and mba Fefri that I could pick her up to the terminal so mba Fefri didn't need to ask for Herlin's help to, cause opportunely Herlin was not so well at the moment. I thought mba Fefri started to worry seeing me crying at the time before. anyway, I accompanied her until Jombor Terminal, and you know what, we were rather on time, the bus was just startin to move and leave the terminal, but in fact He still gave her a chance. because of hurry, she didn't even have time to say good by to me, we were just shake hands at glance and then I saw her back leavin' me there.

I was really depressive at the time, I rode my motorcycle carelessly and didn't pay attention to the way. I was realized after there was a police restrained me. I was surprised. I thought I didn't do something wrong. but I know this game. the police told me that I banned the rule of one direction way in Jombor. Oh my God, I had no idea about it. but I didn't mind about my problem with the police at the time, I didn't care. I was just tired and stressed. it made me cry, I was crying over in front of the police inside post. yeah...I really cried there, with no friend beside me, alone. I asked sorry to the police and explained that I've just let my friend go, I hope he knew that I didn't cry because of the violation and the fine. I spent a lot of time waiting for my crying stopped. the police asked me about the fine I would choose. but I wasn't concentrate about it, then finally I chose to attend in the court in 11 March.

my first violation proof to the court

after going outside from the post, I was more crying over so bad, from the terminal to Campus. I couldn't make it stopped. the tears kept flowing on my face. I hope you don't think that I cried because of police, no! I just have complicated unfinished problems and I am really tired about it. 

you know...I think crying is not always bad. it made me forget about one problem, I was happy cause I believe that that problem was a main reason why my crying wasn't over. nevermind....I am happy I could cry...

Just Let Me Down

I feel that feeling
the feeling I wanna feel
it feels me like I were on a field
fulfills my feeling with a deep feel...

today, I just see you go leavin' me here
buried by no word I wanna hear
cause it's you I need to be with
but now I just make a friend with a fear
can't you see I was crying?

I fear I will feel the feeling I don't wanna feel
I fear to feel happy....
cause it brings me to the sadness,
I just wanna feel misery
cause it offers me to the happiness....

thanks for letting me crying....
you just let me down cause I'll calm down...

Haa...This is What was I Looking For!

Guys...in the last post, I wrote unfinished "to be continued" article. now, I'll continue my story about something that I really wanna have...hoho...and This is what was I looking for!

yeah! it's a MOUNT SANDAL, alias Sandal Gunung....!!!

haa...finally, I've got sandal appropriate to me. actually, I ever had this kind of Sandal before, but it was a long long time ago when I was a child. it was brown, and it was made by famous brand of shoes at the time. well, nevermind...I have this slipper on my hand right now, so I won't be confused anymore looking for any slipper like this before...^_^

 

why do I like this slipper?? that's because it's not so girlish, rather boyish I think, but for me it is still appropriate and very cool used by a girl, haa...first time I saw this slipper, I kept imagine to buy it. I couldn't if I just let it go, and it was better than it's always dancing on my mind. you know, its original price was Rp 115.000,-, but at the fair yesterday, it was on 40% sale, so I just paid it with Rp. 65.000,- plus one year guarantee (the other reason was because my shoes was wet because of the rain, and it really made me uncomfortable, I paid it, I wore it directly! hoho). with the strength of this slipper, you can move as you like, wherever you step on...so take it easy...(namanya ja sandal gunung,,). haa...the other uniqueness is, there is batik motif on it. here, I preferred choose brown than blue, just make it match to the every dress I wear. although, it is rather creepy to see nearly, it is still funky and impressive on your feet. so, I think it's impossible it will make your feet look horrible...even I always wanna wear this slipper...haha...hey! look at my picture bellow, isn't it so COOL??

sssttt.....
interested??
buy it now!!
before it becomes on its original price anymore!!!

Failed! But Fun....

"Yaahhuuuuiiii...!!! it's Friday! means that it's time for me to go back home...oh Mummy, oh Daddy, oh Bubby...I am comiiiiiiing...!!!"

FAILED!

FAILED!

FAILED!

hiks, I had to bury my wish to see my family at home. hmmh...that was because my lecture, Mrs. Indah Fajar, sent me announcement message to gather talkin' about the progress of the paper I make for the conference. it was really really killing me...hashh...in fact, I was really happy cause I've been waiting for this day coming, but...I have to face the truth that I must delay my heart to go home.

it was misery for me actually. but I think my hanging out today was enjoyable enough.

yeah, today, I, mbak Fefri, and mbak Latif had a plan to go to islamic fair held by one of Indonesian National Parties. but before going there, we went to Bin Baz, an informal islamic education. while mbak Fefri managed her business with people there, mbak Latif and I took a picture there too. hehe...it was rather a shame for us actually, takin' picture with calm people surrounding us, haa...blame the park there, cause it did make us wanna be a little bit exist...he,,

mbak Latif

well, after our business in Bin Baz was over, we went to Wanitatama directly...(hey! I was starving guys...could we please just stop by and having breakfast??). anyway, with my killing stomach, I was forced to keep walkin around stand by stand. fyi, this muslim fair is just like common muslim fair before, it sells moeslem clothes and dresses, books, etc. but...I found something different that I really wanna have...(to be continued...)

mba Fefri and I, at moeslem fair

ssttt...btw, actually, mbak Fefri would go home today...but...it was delayed too...haha...

FAILED!

FAILED!

FAILED!

Avatar Mini, hmm....So Cute!

I like to watch Avatar (The Last Airbender cartoon) on TV. it starts at 8 a.m. every Monday-Friday. now the story is a rewind, so I didn't has much willingness to watch it again because I have watched the episode already. but, in the morning, I watched something different! watch this video and you'll see the difference...

I don't know whether only me who didn't know about this episode of Avatar before, but for me it's TOTALLY CUTE AT ALL!! Aang, Katara, Zukko, dkk are so on tiny mini cute body! the story of this movie is also different from usual, it is funny and happy story, I guarantee you'll laugh watching this movie! I looked for this kind of movie in youtube.com, and actually there are some of it! haaaa.....can't wait for the other episodes!!!

more mini avatar videos:
Swamp Skiing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZidjMBvh9vo&feature=related

School Time Shipping
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFDbJfGZMhM&feature=related

and so on....

Just Home

when everything's gonna crush in my mind,
let me down alone
without nothing to share
cause there is no one besides me right here...

person I wished to make me laugh
not even say a word
might be not understand
that it could make me strong to stand...

I know I've lost my mind,
breaking everything that troubles me around
feels like I need a true friend to find
but just sadness that I can be found...

everything I need seems so far away
friends, family, him...
gonna get them back but I couldn't see the way

God...
it's all about my love, life, live...
this tears is unstopped,
it knows that I am broken-hearted,
when I can't see the love and the life,
please send me in the right place to live,
the beautiful place where they miss me so bad,
the place called, Home...

The Hunt For the Changcuters!

What a GREAT day! I have to say this: I did something new in my life again!

yesterday (19 February 2011), I went to Magelang to see my favorite band, The Changcuters, performing there. you know what, I got a wonderful journey going there. well, actually I got lost,hee...honestly, I am still getting confused how to go to Magelang from my place, moreover when I am on the Ring Road of Jogja,,hhh...I really dunno where to go.

anyway, yesterday I met the ChangcutRangers Jogja (CRJ) with my friend who is also a fan of the Changcuters. you know, I am totally a shy girl. first time meeting the CRJ, I didn't know what to talk. they're just different, or I am different for them exactly! yeah, they're so city and stylish, me?? hmm...I am just a girl from cloistered village in my town (hhee), so it's really rare communicating with such kind of people like them.

by the way, that was my first time watching a concert directly. and...oo my God, the people there were so scary! even when the show hadn't began yet, there was a man making riot there, uhhh...fortunately, many officers was prepared there to keep the concert save from the riot. cause I didn't join the others CRJ watching the show in front of the changcuters clearly, so I chose the place next to the officer,hee...who knew there would be more dangerous riot that could threat my life,hoho. hey! it was tolerable because there was a man who kept staring at me at the time with a scary out look. iuuuwww...

hash...unfortunately, TC took a short time performing there, they just spent not more than 2 hours. moreover when the show was over, they went back directly without meeting CR first. huft, that's really unfair than my struggle to get Magelang and sopping with rain and shivered because of it. it didn't stop until I arrived at home, yeah it means that in along journey, my shiver was getting worst because I myself rode my motorcycle..huhu...(Nuno, belajar numpak motor ci..). when I reached home, surprisingly, I took a bath guys...hoho

Why do I like The Changcuters??

no one guess that I am a fan of The Changcuters (TC), maybe because I don't wear the clothes like the other fans supposed to wear as a symbol that they are ChangcutRangers (CR), name of TC's fan, uupss! ralat: ChangcutRangers is a FRIENDclub, not FANclub. that's what TC want, cause they just wanna be friend with the people who like them. yeah, Tria, the vocalist, said that they were not a prophet, so be usual (be usual?bener gak?) with them. COOL!

haa..actually I really like them, but I am just not crazy about them. I am not like the other CR who always play TC songs, wear skinny jeans, be able to memorize all TC songs, try to attend in every TC concert live, collect all about TC things, and so on. I like them because they are so unique. I never meet this such kind of bands before.

when they are performing, they are so attractive, cheerful, energetic, and they can make the audiences become energetic too! AWESOME! with the songs brought by them cheerfully, they invite people to not to be sad and desperate about their life. yeah, all of their songs are happy lyrics and not over.haa?? it is light and funny sometimes,,and yeah, when I feel sad, the songs can make me happy, no more sadness. really??

beside their amazing performance on the stage, their style is also different from the other bands. they are so compact wearing the costume. but all in all, THEY'RE SO UNIQUE! and GAK JAIM!

for more proofs, you can visit: www.thechangcuters.net

Exploring "Almost" Merapi

it's been long time after the eruption of Merapi made the people surrounding Merapi (Jogja, Magelang, Klaten) fidgety. the eruption effects were so bad, most people have already known because the tragedy was appeared in every news on every media, every time. they talked about the evacuees camp, the volcanic mudflow, the livestock animals which couldn't be evacuated, and the unstopped eruption itself, etc. a hundred of volunteers were sent to the camp to help them do everything they need. cooking, studying, feeding, checking their health, and so on.

now, Merapi has been being a tourism object. In the surrounding of Merapi, it's all grey because of much volcanic things, the ex-mudflow, the volcanic stones, the sand, etc. but, don't ever imagine that it is really horrible to see, it is firstly, but then, you will see the scene you never see before, it is AMAZING! REALLY AMAZING! he....that was why I couldn't stop to take picture, whereas I was just in far far away from Merapi. yeah, I couldn't go closer to Merapi cause it was really expensive to catch there. I had to spend about Rp 20.000 to rent motorcycle. my friend's motorcycle was forbidden to go further 4 km from Merapi. it was the people who gave that rule, that's only what they can do to earn money after Merapi eruption, I understand obviously, but it was to high for me, for a girl who has several money,,hee...fortunately I brought some food and drink for my trip, because there was so many stalls which offer foods and drinking water.

although I couldn't see Merapi more clearly, my trip with my friend was not so bad,, it was still memorable trip for me,,hoho...(soale maem siang e dibayari! hehe). No at all, I always enjoy my trip, however it goes, cause I love traveling so much!

it is a must for me: going closer to Merapi someday, cause I believe the scenery out there will be more outstanding to see,,but I will not pass the way like last time cause there is another way that doesn't command us to pay as much as like yesterday, even it might be free...that's my friend, Allim, said to me,,

so, do you wanna join me to the next exploring??

Uhhh...Jogja was Confusing Me Around!

actually, it's really hard to believe when there is a memorable event in Jogja but I don't have any willingness to go there at all, cause usually I am always eager to go although I have to be alone,,

but today was different...there was a celebration of Prophet Muhammad SAW's birth at Keraton complex at 11 a.m., and I couldn't see the event because I had to go to Mu'allimaat to have the last observation there. it didn't matter for me, cause might be I can see after the observation over.

but, the truth was that, after my business in Mu'allimaat was over, I had no desirability to attend that annual event. in fact, I wanted to take a picture when people celebrating that event. It must be really fun and awesome! hmm...forget it. anyway, you know guys, many paths to Keraton were closed. I was so dizzy at the time, moreover I had to ride my motorcycle by myself, plus...the traffic jam happening everywhere, the sun burned my skin, and it was so so so long waiting for the green on the traffic light! yeah, it was always red and red! hasshhh....I couldn't stand anymore....I really wanted to go back home soon....I was extremely dizzy! ouch!

well, I got lost guys, I just rode around the street without knowing where I am actually and which street I should take to go home....huhuhu....fortunately, I found time to buy a bread in Mu'allimaat, if I didn't, I am sure I would be faint on the street because I didn't get my breakfast in the morning. fiuhh....it needed long time to find the way out to go home, after passing many paths I didn't know before...I think it was the first time I pass the street and the area too...

alright, actually I am proud of myself because I am not afraid anymore if I get lost in Jogja again. hhe...Endy was right, "you will not getting lost in Jogja because it has many ways and the streets are connected to each other," (pastine yo de'e ra ngmg nganggo b.inggris lah...tapi ngapak! hee).

okay, getting lost is maybe impossible, but getting confused...are really really possible! hoho...

so, don't forget to have your breakfast guys....!!

vocab:

willingness=desirability= keinginan

faint= pingsan

Hey...I Love American!

seeing new foreigners coming from USA today, made me thinking at a glance about who they are and where they are come from,,

what is coming first on your mind when you hear about Americans?

white skin, tall, energetic, on time, curious about everything...

those are coming from person who appraise them in a positive way...

that's good, because I actually meet people talking about them badly, they just "judge the book from its cover", and I don't like it.

Cassie, Nancy, and the other two foreigners I forget the name, are great people.

they are come from eGlobal Family (eGF), an organization whose mission is to link orphaned and vulnerable children in developing countries to compassionate and responsible supporters, for further information you can visit: www.eglobalfamily.org,,and you know...they are about 50 years old, and they are so eager to keep caring about the children. yeah, they have been trying to be a foster-parent for the children, and it is not cheap. fortunately, they don't do it alone, actually many people around the world have joined to the organization and being the foster-parents for the children. it really helps them because to pay everything the children need, needs much money. hmm.....would you like to be one of their foster-parents??

well, beside caring the children in eGF, they were also willing to have a seminar held by English Education Study Program in Campus 2 UAD. with their smile, their warmth, and the great explanation, the participants were so enthusiasm to pay attention to them, and asked more about the organization. at the end of the seminar, some of the participants came to them, maybe it was good to practice speaking English with foreigners directly! (he....lumayan...lumayan....sopo ngerti jg entuk koneksi sing biso nge'i beasiswa nggo sekolah neng luar negri! hoho)

Eh! talking about scholarship, Cassie, an English teacher from Sanata Dharma University, told us that it is so easy to get scholarship to study in abroad, you just need to be able to speak in ENGLISH, that's it no more! (so...DJSands, hee), so. let's encourage our English!

one more thing you can do to get it easily, BE A VOLUNTEER! hmmm....that's Cassie said.

volunteer for what?? everything! moreover if you serve in an organization connecting to abroad.

including being volunteer in this eGF...are you interested??

what are you waiting for???

vocab:

appraise= menilai

orphan= anak panti asuhan

orphanage= panti asuhan

vulnerable= lemah

compassionate= berbelas kasih

foster-parents= orangtua asuh

How Much do You Know about Mu'alimmaat??

you know....today was a GREAT DAY!

although I had some crashes on it,,

I woke up at 6.30 a.m, hmmm...so early, right?? No, NO at all!

yeah, that's so early for someone who doesn't have any agenda in the morning!

but me...It's too late for me 'cause I had a schedule to have an observation in one of Muhammadiyah school, in Jogja off course. so, don't blame me if I hadn't take a dipper yet cause I prefer to come on time! huh,,

(sakjane yo tetep...tangi kawanen po ora, yoo tetep ra adus....hee)

I just brushed my teeth and a little bit made my face up.

after that.....I WAS READY TO GOOO.....!!!

arriving there, I was confused...WHERE WAS MY OTHER PPL FRIENDS??

finally I decided to go inside through the security...so shy actually comin' late, yeah! that shouldn't be done by a teacher! being a teacher is being a good example for the students, so DON'T BE LATE guys....

hey! alhamdulillah....my friends were still in a guess room discussing the classes that we can come into,,

hehe....hehe.....hehe....???

thanks God, after waiting for a long time for the school confirmation, finally, we were allowed to research the activity in the classroom run by both the teacher and the students,,

Introducing Mu'alimmaat

well, campus took me to the Mu'alimmaat, kinda Muhammadiyah school for the girls (Mu'alimmin for the boys), but Mu'alimmaat is different from the other Muhammadiyah school. When you are studying there, it means you are living in the pesantren too (Islam) school of Koranic studies for children and young people, most of whom are boarders. so, you have to believe that the students are not so hard-commanded because they are havin' good spiritually.

it can be proven by the way they act in the classroom and treat the teacher.

one thing I know from that school is that the students are so active in the class. they are going to one chair to another while the class is running and the teacher is also still in the class watching them,, yeah that is the way the students do their work given by their teacher. although they are so noisy but they still pay attention to the assignment...hmm...GREAT!

the relationship between the students and the teacher is like a friendship, the students are so close to the teacher and not shy to ask, just behaving like always in front of the teacher. but! they still give their respect to their teacher. isn't it one thing taught by Islam, respecting others? I believe they learn so many Islamic knowledge and practicing it in their daily life.

you should see how they are so eager to study, to do the assignment. almost all students in the class compete one another in a good way in studying. when the teacher gives them works and commands them to make it done in front the classroom, every student will compete to do it. just like struggling. haha...me?? no thanks..haha...

that is just several knowledge of Mu'alimmaat students, there are more value I can see actually,,

but not this time, maybe when I really teach them in the 2nd PPL on June 2011...

I just wanna give my thank to the students for the warmth they gave to us...

keep smile and friendly gals...although you can't see any boy in school,,hahaha...alright, I have to say this: YOU ARE THE BEST!

vocab:

warmth= kehangatan, keramahan

Happy F*cklentine Day....

14 February........

what do you think about that date??

hmm...I think it's a pro and contra day,,

some people who's fallin' in love or havin' relationship with their couple, will consider it as a Valentine Day, an affection day...

but....for some people who don't have a couple yet, they may call it as a F*cklentine Day...hoho...including me?? No...!! I have many people whom I care about in my life, they are my parents, my brother, my uncountable friends...but I am not celebrating that kind of day directly...that's not because I cannot buy a chocolate or flower for them guys,,(hey! I think I am more deserved to get that present...hehe)

hmm...I think that's not important celebrating that day...even I don't know how I can celebrate it,,

you know...an affection is not only happen on 14 February,, it always happen everyday...

you may give chocolates or flowers to people you love, whatever the day...

but maybe, the one who thought that valentine day should be celebrated was because she/he needs a certain day, different from other day, a special day, to hold some unforgettable experiences and feelings on that date,,

it's okay, everybody express their feeling in the different way.....

when I was in senior high school, there was a leaflet saying that an islamic people shouldn't celebrate it because Valentine itself was a name of a priest who was swung for fallin' in love with a women,,because of the tragedy, people in the world were sympathy and wanted to remember that moment by having an affection day as a sign for the great love that's shown by the priest through his sacrifice...ouch...ouchh....

FYI, yesterday I read news that MUI Jogja said that Valentine is not proscribed,,

hmm...it is confusing enough. it is back to ourselves how we will consider it in our life..

but I think it doesn't matter as long as we don't break islamic values when celebrating that day...

so...happy F*cklentine Day.....Eh Valentine Day.....

hmm...whatever....

Vocab:

deserve= pantas

affection= kasih sayang

priest= pendeta kristiani

swung for= dihukum gantung

proscribed= dilarang/haram

Jogja's Shakin' Laka Laka Boom Boom Again!

yoyoii...I'm not lying to you friends,
but it has just happen here, the earthquake.
since 27 Mei 2006, Jogja was often  having earthquake,,
but after that day, the earthquake was not so dangerous, it was fun actually...haha...
yeah, I think it is enjoyable when suddenly you are shaking surprisingly...
that's only because of the strength was not so high enough, so it is like you are enjoying such kind of bassinet,,haha...

but, tonight I feel unusual...
usually, I always enjoy the vibration of the earthquake while the others are panic and running off to go outside,,
tonight, I was shocked!
it was mbak Fefri and Fanny who made me so scared and I didn't know what happened at the moment actually...so don't blame me if I was suddenly standin' up and going to reach the door!
it was better than I had to face the worst consequence like hitting by them because I didn't run off as soon as possible...huuhh!

hash...my feet couldn't stop to shake....
but alhamdulillah...it has already gone....
don't appear again yo before I prepare everything I need to run off from you...earthquake...
hee....
wish Jogja will never has the moment just like what happened in 2006 last time...amieenn...
so, for you guys in Jogja, don't ever make the nature admonishes you with that kind of disaster again,,
be a good person guys...

Vocab:
vibration= getaran
admonish= menegur

bye..bye..."first day!"

"aadduuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh.......!!!"

hahay...don't be worried about that grievance again Nurma!

it has passed yesterday, and now you can't feel that pain again...

hmmm....actually...I'm not really welcome this moment, I know it is unusual.

because recently, I wanna be close to Allah, by praying and reading AlQur'an,,

(so, does it mean that usually I don't do that??)

yeah...I confess to you that everyday I am lazy just to read AlQuran, or praying well,,

eit! it doesn't mean that I don't pray seriously lhoh!

I myself don't know why I'm becoming this way...

maybe I've found the sobriety by having this pray...

yeah...I've got peace spiritually in my heart...

ah wes wes...

alright, essentially, I don't get a pain in the second day, it just did in the first day,

so, I'm ready to go everywhere now...!!

eh, my friends coming from Unisula have already came back to Semarang, so I can't go with them anymore,,

hmm...I'm so so sorry, last days I couldn't accompany you to go around Jogja,,

that because of my pain and my business yesterday...

but I think our tour last night at SEKATEN was good enough to make you satisfied....

SURE,YOU HAVE TO THANK ME!

I became your photographer and your mode director,,so that I can't find my photo there!

hiks...hiks...

oia, thanks Fanny for accompanying them visiting Taman Sari,,,,

all in all, I think I tried to be a good guide to you....

don't be bored visiting YOGYAKARTA my friends.....

I'm waiting for you here, but! come in an appropriate day! OK??

What Hurts the Moose......

I have no interesting topic to write tonight, but I'm getting confused what I am going to do to fulfill my insomnia now...so I decided to facebooking and listening music,,

I have chart musics playing most on my mp3, I always play it everyday till I'm getting bored to listen it,,

usually, I will never be bored till I can sing it well by knowing every word in the lyrics,,

hee...I know that my voice is not good enough, but I am sure that the Annida is happy listening to my voice, even they ask me to sing all the time! haha.....do you trust me???

but the truth is that I can influence Annida to like the songs I play! hohoho

well, from many songs I have played most, here is the most favorite song the Annida like to play,

what hurts the most by Rascal Flatts...

it's easy listening, from the intro till the end, it's started and ended by the sound of violin...

hmm.....so rare and beautiful....just flowing like water in the river...hee

anyway, I'm a little bit know about the background of the song,

but it might contain of such a sad story....

btw, I have just watched Step U 3D (I don't know how many times I watched this movie before, it's uncountable! ish..ish..ish...)

but it can be tolerable, because the movie is so suck!

eit,here suck means great, just like what Moose said to Luke's classic car which he thought so great!

wait a minute....who's Moose??

He was one of the characters on Step Up 2 and Step Up 3D movies,,

the real name is Adam G. Sevani,, He is an actor and also the great dancer!

yeah, the way he dances is just like Michael Jackson's...

can you imagine how great he is??

well, he is the boy on the number one chart in Annida and we fight one another to get him!

haha....till now, there is no boy who can defeat the charming of Moose's...

hmm...just wait me in New York Moose...I'll come for you and carrying you to Indonesia!! haha....

so, Fanny, Putik, who will be the winner getting his heart???

let's see........!!!

Eating "Mercon"?? hmm...you should try sometimes!

last night, I and my friends went to buy some different food that we never taste before,

mba Patma, who have tried this food before us, told us that this is the kind of food that we cannot pass because it tastes soooo.......cool! yeah, it's so so......HOT!

(cool, not cold, cool=hot?? forget it! hoho...)

we were curios and wanted to try someday,

finally, last night we went to the place selling that food, oseng-oseng mercon!

from the name, you can imagine how it can be exploded on our stomach! hohoho...

you know, the place was so crowded last night.

but it couldn't make us go back!

we kept waiting not so long, oohh....thank you...they were give in to us! he...

oseng mercon contains of tender beef catsup with sambal on it.

it can be eaten with fevered of rice.

hmm.....yummy....like melting on tongue,he....

I told you before, it was so HOT!

well, it's really really, I 'm not lying....it was the hottest food ever, in my life!

I suggest you, you should try sometimes,

though it is so hot, it is delicious too, and the taste makes us wanna try again,,

but the price....hehe...ah it doesn't matter, I think Rp 10.000,- is fair for a plate of delicious and sexy food like this...(farah queen's quote,hoho)

hhmmm....I love Jogja, and the food!

anyway, Fanny, Fefri, Eva, Yuyun, Nela....when can we try oseng mercon together again???

Is This HEAVEN??

do you ever see a place called HEAVEN in your life?

I believe that some of you have considered it before, but I am sure, the place you thought before was a PARADISE, not HEAVEN...

but because we haven't see the real heaven in our life before, we may guess some beautiful places spread in whole the world as a heaven, Heaven Of the World...

so, which place you consider as??

I have my own opinion, and I am sure most people have the same opinion as mine about this place, and this country....

NEW ZEALAND...

a country where the heaven of the world take place.....

though I haven't go there yet, but I know its wonder from media...

or from one of my favorite movies, The Lord Of the Rings....

in this movie, you will be speechless watching the movie around.....

you may say, "Oh my God, where does the shooting take place?", "waaoooo.....what a beautiful place!", and many more words...

even I can't say any word to imagine that wonder, subhanallah.......it is enough to represent how amazing this place is!

what can you find in this country?

so many wonderful places!

I can't tell them one by one....

for more information you can visit this site: www.newzealand.com

prepare yourself f to see every miracle happened on it!

well, I have to go there btw...

but I don't know when...

I want to take a deep breathe, I want to smell the leaves, I want to feel the air, and last but not least...I want to take a picture...he...

I wish someday God will help me to go there....

whatever the aims....amien....

How To Be a Good Listener For Our Friends

I'm sure everybody in the world can't run off from a PROBLEM...

although they have good intelligence or great spiritually, mentally, and so many other abilities...

trouble will never let us life happily...

or maybe it is precisely inversely??

think it seriously......

well, if you think that you are a good person for your friends, you have to make sure that you really care about them, you will be able beside them when they need you, you will be sincere to sacrifice your ego for the sake of your friends' happiness. uhuh...

and the other evidence is proven by the way you are listening to your friends when they are sharing about their feeling to you...

here are the attitudes you must have to be a good listener for them:

1. listen carefully to your friends, make sure that you don't miss something important from the story,

2. don't ever try to cut the chat while she is eager to talk much about their problems,

3. stay away to pay your attention to your gadget; mobile phone, laptop, ipad, etc. your friends will feel ignored,

4. try to give body language responses (nodding of head) or simple verbal responses (such as, "ooo", "how come?", "I see", etc.),

5. don't try to give comments, suggestions, or advices when they don't need it, (or maybe they want you to be a listener too, not more)

6. when they need your comments, suggestions, or advices, you have to give it seriously, real from your heart.

for the addition, it's better if you also share about your or others' experience with the same problems and the problem solving itself, is it work or not?

well, that's all about How To Be a Good Listener For Our Friends....

hope it can be useful for us.... 

Takin' a "Green Thing"

I didn’t do many things today,

But today was an unforgettable day for me,

Why?

Because it was the time to take my passport!

Upps! Btw, I haven’t told you about this before, right? Well, actually, it was Mrs. Indah Fajar who invited me to join in 1st International Conference on Governance, Globalization, and Sustainability in Penang, Malaysia…

She thought that my scientific writing talking about WEBLOG was good to be included in this event,, First time I heard that, I thought she sent message to wrong person, I thought that shouldn’t be me, but she emphasized that that was really me!

Hadduuuuu….I was speechless! But, when the committee of this event sent Letter of Acceptance to my email, I was more speechless than before….

Yaa…Allah…what have been done by me until He gave me this GREAT OPPURTUNITY…???

I thanked to God directly and praying to make my heart calm… You know… I’M JUST A LUCKY PERSON here… I’m sure that others can have the same opportunity like I have now...

yeah, I got my passport in my hand right now,,

I hope campus will give me and my friends fee to fulfill our necessary there,,

I really hope it will come true....

hey! why I should meet my honorable lecture in Migration Office??

I was shy with my funny-style that time, and I also came with a boy!

huhuhu....matilah sudaaaaa....

nevermind...

you know...a smart people can be defeated by a lucky person...

don't ever be satisfied what you get right now...

Let's Have a Black and White Day!

wakin' up in the morning,

having no takin' a dipper, (heee...)

makin' up and preparin' the needs in hurry,

and going to campus............!!!

wooo'o'o'o'o'......so many people in black and white and orange too in front of campus!

hmmm...who were they??

what was their business??

yeah, they were the 5th year Students of UAD who would go for PPL Observation in the certain schools in whole Jogja,,they should be in black and white dress, and the beloved orange almamater....

alhamdulillah, I got the school next to my place, Mu'alimat.

I went to there with my seven friends in my group whose names I haven't know yet...hehe...punten...

hmm...actually asking for the permitting from the school was not that easy as we taught before...

they needed the university announcement directly from our campus,,

it's okay, fortunately they were welcome us well...wish the Mu'alimat students do it too next time,,

we waited for the headmaster confirmation for a long time, siting still in the guest room.

and the result was we have to wait for the confirmation, and it was not certain.

anyway, after that, we had have a breakfast near Galeria,

we were so hungry because we went so early and we didn't have time just for breakfast...

then, we went back home...

hash...what a tiring day,

went back home, I slept...

hey! I watched the movie given from Faisal,,

SUCH OF SUCK MOVIE!!

hahaha.....

all in all, I give....hmmm....eight fot it!

hoho

Last Day's All New.....

huhu...so sleepy right now..but I've to finish my promise!
yeah, last time  I promised to continue my story about the muslim fashion show held in GOR UNY 7 Feb 2011,,
well, I think it make sense when someone feel nervous because they will do something new in their life..
just like what was happened to me yesterday!
before the show began, I prepared everything I need in hurry!
the costume, veil, scarf, shoes, and so on!
actually, I don't like this situation so much, when I haven't prepare my needs yet, whereas I don't have much time for it. that makes my nervous grows higher!
ok, let's back to the story,
after I finished my last final examination (Studi Islam III) at my campus, I went to the sewer where I suit my dress directly...but unfortunately, she hadn't finished it yet...so sad...but it is tolerable because she was ill (moga cepet sembuh Mbah...),,then I gave them time to make it done till 2 p.m.
while waiting for the dress, I did some exercise to walk beautifully...just like the professional model do it. the fact was that walking that way is not that easy, I tried hard to do it well, but....hehe...
even Putik and Lia laughed at me, hashh...what kind of friends were they??
I was give up...I lost my enthusiasm...I was gong crazy!
yeah, I was really crazy!
I danced insanely with Putik...hahaha...you can't imagine the way we were dancing!
hahaha.....hahahahha....hahahaha....hmmm...
btw, do you know who made me up yesterday???
she was.....tereeet...tereeeett.....SHE WAS FITRI.....prok prok prok! She's Endy's roommate,,
yeyeiii...because of her I became so pretty and amazing! just like A PRINCESS!! haha....sitik tok!
hmm...fyi, I wore the green dress for my fashion show, yeah the sewer finally finished it in time...(thanks Mbah) and finally when everything had done, I had to face the reality on GOR UNY! hiks...
you know...every competitor wore a very beautiful dress and the most shocking was most of them are models! they were trained! me????????
Ccih! B.O.R.I.N.G!
Honestly, I DIDN'T LIKE THEIR STYLE!
but, I know that was the jury looked for, ccih! what kind of jury are they?? low quality valuation! (sakjane bongko dhewe c gara2 ra menang...hehe...)
hasssshhh....nevermind, the most important is that I could defeat my fear to walk on the catwalk in front of many people, and little bit knowledge about modeling..
thanks to my friends for the help and support, ARIN, FITRI, ENDY, AMA, FEFRI, PUTIK, LIA, FANNY, RIRIN, MBAK LATIF, PUTRI and many more that I can't say the name.......
I tried something new in my life, and I like it....

It's a Fogging Day!

I extremely hate smokin'!

but smoke is not always not good,

why??

that's because I found that smoke is also useful for making our environment secure...

yeah, that is called fogging...

here is the letter coming to my house yesterday...

RT 041 RW 001, KELURAHAN GIWANGAN

KECAMATAN UMBULHARJO, YOGYAKARTA

Kepada:

SEMUA WARGA PERUMAHAN TAMAN GIWANGAN ASRI 1

Dengan Hormat,

Sehubungan dengan berjangkitnya Virus Demam Berdarah Dengue (DBD) yang disebarkan oleh nyamuk Aedes Agepty, dan dalam kurun waktu dua bulan terakhir sudah ada enam warga RT 041 yang terjangkit virus tersebut (bulan yang lalu 2 warga, dan 2 hari yang lalu langsung 4 warga bersebelahan rumah secara bersamaan).

Menindaklanjuti dan mengantisipasi hal tersebut, kami selaku pengurus RT atas permintaan warga yang terjangkit akan mengadakan Fogging (penyemprotan dengan pengasapan) yang akan dilaksanakan pada:

hari : Minggu 6 Februari 2011

waktu : 05.30 s/d selesai

dimohon kepada semua warga untuk mempersiapkan segala hal (menutup makanan, dll). kami selaku pengurus RT 041 memohon kepada semua warga untuk mengijinkan petugas melakukan penyemprotan di dalam rumah agar hasil yang diperoleh optimal.

Kegiatan ini dilakukan dengan biaya swadaya masyarakat, karena kita butuh tindakan yang cepat. Mengingat untuk mendapatkan Fogging secara gratis dari Dinas Kesehatan membutuhkan waktu yang lam dan belum tentu disetujui.

Adapun besarnya biaya total sebesar Rp 500.000,- yang akan dilaksanakan dari Takmir Masjid Jogokaryan, dengan rincian sbb:

- Rp 300.000,- biaya obat dan sewa alat

- Rp 100.000,- upah petugas 2 orang

- Rp 100.000,- infak masjid Jogokaryan

Biaya total sebesar Rp 500.000,- tersebut akan kita pikul bersama dan akan dibahas dalam arisan ibu-ibu.

Mengingat pentingnya kegiatan ini dan untuk kesehatan lingkungan kita bersama, maka pengurus mengucapkan terima kasih atas perhatiannya.

Yogyakarta, 04 Februari 2011

Atas nama Pengurus

SUWARTO

Ketua RT 041

Yaa...kira2 kaya ngono lah isi surate, deneng tetep waelah wez dawa2 basa-basi ya ujung2e dikon urunan duit...tapi arane beh nggo kebaikan bersama yoh, ngetoke duit scuil ya ra patia masalah. pa maning sing wes nyangkut masalah kesehatan....anugrah sing paling sering dilaleke tp paling penting jg kuwii...

weeeww...malah dadi ngapak kaya kiye yak??

alright,

then, you know what's going next after the foggers came to my house??

hwaaaaooo....everyplace became smoked, it's fogged,

we (Annida family) surely didn't stay still inside, we came outside and covering our nose from that smoke...

ouuuchh...the smell hit our nose! so bad! and the worst was the smoke was hard to disappear! we waited for a long time to be able to come into our house...we were a little bit shy about how the way we were dressed.

mbak Fefri was still on her mukena (praying dress in Islam), Lia covered her head by mukena too, Fanny and Putik were wearing a mask (huuuu....that's rotten), and me...hmmm...I just covered my head with long veil and it looked so strange...they laughed at me all the time! suck!

but, the fogging was working successfully!

the unexpected animal in our house died, but it also made them came out and came into us!

cockroach, lena, orong2, whatever their name, they were very disgusting! iuuuuwwww....

hmmm...no matter what happen, the most important is that we are going to be HEALTH AND STRONG!

hahaha....love fogging so much!

next time I want aromatherapy for the smell...

how could it be???

fashion going to crashion

oh my God!
this is the first time I really consider about my style, that's because of TOMORROW I'm gonna join to muslim fashion show! I have no idea about fashion at all. when I think it is a great dress, my friends don't think so. Is it me or them who's lack about fashion??
hhhh....I'm going to be crazy!
hash...nevermind,,
One thing I know about how to be a good model is THEY SHOULD BRING THE DRESS UP TO WHAT THE PURPOSE IT SHOULD BE SHOWN UP......
do you think so with my opinion??
yeah, because being a model is not only being able to walk beautifully in the catwalk, or pretty looking to pose...
but they are messenger of dress who bring the fashion up to date...

Wish tomorrow will be going to be succeed! Amin...
"Aku tak berniat untuk menang, tapi aku akan melakukan yang terbaik"

see what will going to happen tomorrow....

finally

getting confused creating and modify a new blog, but by using this Blogger is quite easy. I have tried to modify the previous blog, and it was fault. I hope this will be the last blog that I create and hopefully it can be useful for me and for you....