Is this embarrassing???

"eh, Puteri Indonesia yang sekarang tu gak bisa ngomong pake bahasa Indonesia ya??"

yeah, itu adalah pertanyaan dari salah satu temanku yang kemudian menjadi bahan obrolan kami kemaren malam. Setauku sih Nadine Alexandra Dewi Ames emang agak sulit ngomong pake bahasa indonesia, tapi itu dulu waktu dia maen sinetron bareng Samuel Zylgwyn, tapi kalo sekarang sih gak tau. Sebenernya kemaren aku juga sempet liat pemilihan Puteri Indonesia, tapi kayaknya sih dia lebih sering ngomong pake Bahasa Inggris ketimbang pake bahasa Indonesia. saat menjawab pertanyaan juri pake bahasa Indonesia, dia juga terlihat belibet ngomongnya. hmmm...menurutmu wajar gak sih kalo seorang Puteri Indonesia gak bisa ngomong pake bahasa nasionalnya sendiri??

agak ironis sih memang...

tapi jurinya beralasan kalo sebenernya mereka gak mau kejadian Miss Universe sebelumnya terulang lagi (bahasaku angel bgt yo??). jadi gini, puteri Indonesia sebelum Nadine Alexandra, yaitu mbak Qory Sandioriva (bener ra yo jenenge?? leeehh salahe nggawe jeneng angel banget), dia sedikit mempermalukan Indonesia gara2 gak sa ngomong bahasa Inggris dengan lancar, gile ajee luu...ajang internasional masih gak sa ngomong pake bahasa inggris dengan lancaaarr....begitulah kira2. So, diharapkan puteri Indonesia kali itu, bisa ngomong bahasa bule dengan lancar, dan terpiliiihlaaaahhh...Mbak..eh Dek Nadine Alexandra....(umurnye ru mo 20 bulan Mei tar cuuuyy...).

jadi bingung nih, sebenernya seorang Puteri Indonesia harus lebih megutamakan yang mana?? mengenalkan Bahasa Indonesia ke luar, atau menguasai bahasa luar???

well, ewellewell...mending ngomong pake bahasa NGAPAK yok cuuuuyyy...!!!

About NGAPAKese...
anyway, Ngapak is one of Javanese Dialects. Javanese itself has many dialects spread in Java, such as, Krama (krama ngoko, alus, inggil), Jogja java, Solo java, etc, including Ngapak itself. I myself still confused to distinguish which is the original Ngapak because actually some people talk using Ngapak in the different way. for example, people from Tegal town use Ngapak which more accentuation than people from Kebumen, Wonosobo, or Pemalang. same as people from Banjarnegara, which almost all of the pronounce end in 'a', in fact, Jogja java always pronounce in '0' though the word ends in a.

sopo - sapa (siapa/who)
sego - sega (nasi/rice)
dino - dina (hari/day)
etc...

well, because I lack of my linguistic knowledge, so I don't wanna talk more about Ngapak from the linguistic aspect. he...(daripada tar malah menyesatkan, ya tho??tho yaa...). Let's talk about Ngapak from the social aspect yoookk....

actually, Jogja now consists of many people from Ngapak town, Tegal, Pemalang, Brebes, Wonosobo, Banjarnegara, and Kebumen, (adakah yang belum disebutkan??), but it's so several people who use ngapak here. yeah, many people decided to hide their Ngapak and prefer to speak Bahasa Indonesia to their friends. they are maybe shy to speak Ngapak. That's because Ngapak is a funny dialect, people think. it's really strange and tend to be ridiculous in the ears when people listen to the Ngapak dialect. Compared to Jogja java, Ngapak is weirder to listen.

haiiisshh...I think it's subjective and common. Chinese think that their dialect is okay, but when I listen to their dialect, it seems so weird and make me laugh honestly. who know another people think that our Indonesian dialect is also weird in their ears, right?? why don't we forget about our shyness to speak Ngapak?? hey! there is nothing wrong when we use Ngapak well, it is different from when we use rough word then we are supposed to be shy because of it!

I have some friends who have Ngapak dialect strongly. even when they speak Bahasa Indonesia, their dialect is still ngapak. yeah, it IS funny, but I think it is amusing, interesting, and becomes special. it's really totally extremely stupid when someone hates another people because of speaking Ngapak. hey, it's all about the diversity in our Nation which has to be kept, okay???!! (daripada tar diklaim ma yang lain, hayooo???)

so....
AYOOOOOKKK....
AJA ISIN2 NGOMONG NGANGGO BAHASA NGAPAK!!
ORA USAH PEDULIKNE SING LIYAAA....!!!
I LOVE NGAPAK LAH POKOKKE....!!!

(deneng kadi puteri indonesia tekane ngapak???)

Osama or Obama??? (need to know)

“Sesungguhnya bagi Allah apa yang Dia ambil dan bagi-Nya pula apa yang Dia berikan. Segala sesuatu bagi-Nya ada memiliki masa-masa yang telah ditetapkan, hendaklah kamu bersabar dan mohon pahala (dari Allah)“ (HR Bukhari)

God, if the news is true, about the death of Osama Bin Laden, then please...take him in the best place of Yours...beside You.
You are the Only One who knows the truth...
You knows his efforts keeping Your Faith...
You saw his spirit against Your enemies, friends of the devil.

You are the Only One who knows...

He fight against the people who want to broke Your Faith
He's sincerely giving his life to show the truth,
He never minded to save Your faith
till the last of his breath...

do you watch news recently? what the news tells about?? yeah...most of its tell about the death of Osama Bin Laden. It started by the statement of the President of United States, barrack obama. He emphasized that the news is true, that Osama was killed by the special US army. when people know about this news, they were directly happy, especially Americans, who felt extremely sad and angry because of WTC tragedy in 11 September 2001.

Maybe this is the reason why people began to hate ISLAM, because they only known that the terrorist behind this tragedy was a moeslem. Then they considered ISLAM as a terrorist faith. every terror or bombardment happen in a country, they relate it to the islamic people. Islam is a wrong faith, they think. Yeah...they really hate Islam, they broke everything relating to Islam, they step on Al-Quran, they burned Al-Quran, they rape Moeslima, they made a caricature of the Prophet of Mohammed, and another defamation or harassment to wreak their disgust on Islam.

People gave strong reaction about it, especially Moeslem in around the world. So, what were you doing when the people were criticizing this case by an extremely anger demo?? you...visiting a tourism place?? crying of broken-hearted?? considering your IP?? Confusing about having no boy/girlfriend?? or Praying for this crime? as a Moeslem, and a person with a heart, how's your feeling about it?





we can't be as perfect as Prophet Mohammed, he maybe won't give reaction as strong as them. he might be calm responding to the case, though actually he's really angry about it. but they are a usual person, who can't hold the emotion well, as well as the Prophet.

Islam and terrorist...
hmmm...
you know what, it's all about backbiting! I hope. you've heard about the news, said that Osama and his friends were surely doing this terror, wracking the WTC building, and so on. you've heard about this in every news on TV. even moeslem hate what have been done by Osama and the people behind him. do you really believe in this news? did you really directly judge that Osama is the people behind this terror??

hmm...I think you should hear another news. please, don't just watch the news on TV, most of tv media are under American power, including media in Indonesia. they might know, but they might be too scared just to tell this truth...POOR!!!
Better you read this site...

well, actually, some people think that it's not a moeslem who wreak the WTC building, but it's American itself! they made it as if a moeslem who did this. They made it because they want the people hate Islam. they want people disgusted on Islam. they want people against Islam. cause the truth is they are really afraid of Islam. yeah...they are extremely scared about Islam. Have you ever heard that Islam will be glorious and victorious someday?? that's true. It's written in Al-Qur'an.

"Dan Allah telah berjanji kepada orang-orang yang beriman di antara kamu dan mengerjakan amal-amal yang saleh bahwa Dia sungguh-sungguh akan menjadikan mereka berkuasa dimuka bumi, sebagaimana Dia telah menjadikan orang-orang sebelum mereka berkuasa, dan sungguh Dia akan meneguhkan bagi mereka agama yang telah diridhai-Nya untuk mereka, dan Dia benar-benar akan menukar (keadaan) mereka, sesudah mereka dalam ketakutan menjadi aman sentausa. Mereka tetap menyembahku-Ku dengan tiada mempersekutukan sesuatu apapun dengan Aku. Dan barangsiapa yang (tetap) kafir sesudah (janji) itu, maka mereka itulah orang-orang yang fasik." ( Annur : 55).

see another verses here.

isn't it ridiculous huh??
they are non-Moeslem, they hate Islam, they have another faith, then why they have to be scared about one of Islamic verse, if they think that Islam is not a true faith???
DONG! DONG! DONG!

eeee...jangan salah! ini masih mending, daripada calon presiden yang satunya yang katanya lebih terang2an membenci dan siap melawan islam, presiden yang sekarang...mmm...yaa sama aja sih, cuma maen belakang! hohohoho...

eh! kita ngomongin presiden yang mana tho???
yaaa...presiden Am*rika lah! walopun sebenernya sama aja, presiden yang disini sama yang disana...Ups!
maksudnya???

haaaaasshh...sudahlah, laen crita! huhuhu

huuuu...
hmm...(istighfar Pit!) yayayaaaa.....

well, hmm...actually many things we think it's true, but in fact, it's wrong. when we think it's wrong, it's might be true. Hope we can have a good leader, a leader who's afraid of nothing, except Allah SWT. Amieeennn....

so, what do you think who's supposed to be died???


Only Him Who knows the truth....

The Most Disgusting Thing in the class

hash...
haaaasshh....
haaaaaaaaassssssshhhhh....
hash...sorry for not posting in this blog anymore. actually, I have no interesting latest story to share. I am home, not visiting interesting place in Jogja for this time, cause I am on mid-exam right now (though, still, I don't study hard for it...hehe). hmm...what is it? I am just lazy to manage my words to post something nice in this blog.

hey, look at my work! it is unfinished yet! in fact, I still have some order of felt that I have to make it done! haasshh...I hope they know that I won't do it maximally cause nevertheless I want to study hard...yeah! you should believe me! I don't tell a lie! but....he...the problem is that...mmm....I don't have any material to study...GLEK!

you know what? I never took a note for the lessons during the class, well. I was always lazy just to note whatever the lectures said to us! even sometimes I didn't know what have been studied before. oh come on...I am a forgetful person, (but not for receivables! hee...)
receivables = piutang...

haaaa...forget it!

but all in all, whatever the mark I get for my study, I don't really care about it...you know...in this life there is something more important just to get a good mark for your study. you think, for what we have to study from elementary school to university?? I am sure, the message behind it is, in order to we can practice the knowledge we got from it well...to our neighbors, to the people around us, to our friends that cannot study as higher as us, to the societies...

alright!
I wanna share to you about the people in my class.
well, there is a smart student in my class, she never absent, she is active enough in the class, she is a hard-learner, she wants everything well-done, perfect! including the presence. yeah...actually, from my friend's story, she have ever absent for one lesson. my friend met her not attending the class. but you know what...I think she commanded her FAITHFUL friend to sign for her presence! of course! like what I have said to you before, she wants her presence perfect! including for the last meeting of the lesson....
isn't it DISGUSTING huh???
then, actually, it has been habit for almost all of the students in the class, or it can be in entire classes, ish. well, you have to know the most disgusting thing happen my the class....signing for friends who can't attend the class...(uhh...I really wanna throw up!). well, some students have a good side on my eyes, but because of this thing, that good side is disappeared so fast. what can I do next?? hmm....I just note them in my BLACKLIST! but...easy...it is only my blacklist, actually, I still can behave to them...
(hey! look at the good side, I mean, maybe they wanted to make the lecture happy, by pretending all of the students attending the class, for respecting the lecture! what say??)

WEML!
whatever major loser!
anything else??
hmm..I think that's enough...(actually, I don't want to share all the secret happen in the class, making my head dizzy, ups!)

well, I wanna take away from my mind: my desire about getting a good IP. once again, I don't really care about it. I wanna understand the knowledge from the lessons I get in the class. understand, not memorize. and then, when I understand, I can practice it well in my daily life, for getting job, and so on. this is the feedback for my beloved parents who have been sending me to school, until university.

I am sorry for not being a good student,
I am sorry for not caring about the IP,
sorry for loving you in the different way...

missing you...Bapak...Ibu...mas Nurman....